Mar 2, 2017

All about CREDIT

2 Mar'17
What is a Credit Information Report (CIR)?

A Credit Information Report or CIR contains details of your credit history, as collated by a credit information company. Whenever you apply for a loan, the lender contacts a credit bureau to check your credit background. This gives them details such as whether you have paid earlier dues on time. This information is reflective of your monthly payments and how you manage your credit. This is part of your overall credit history and will reflect in your CIR. These factors are also responsible for your credit score.

Your credit score acts as a gateway for credit institutions to determine how likely you are to pay back a loan based on past patterns of credit usage and loan repayment behavior.

A CIR can also be used by you to check your loan eligibility.

What are the factors that affect my credit score?

The credit bureaus in India use data from all lending institutions to arrive at your credit score. Specifically,

  1. Information related to types and amount of credit product held by you, the borrower
  2. Payment behavior on these credit products
  3. Credit utilization
  4. Amount of time for which the borrower has serviced these credit payments
  5. Number of inquiries made for new credit products

Free Report

As per the central bank (RBI) guidelines, all credit bureaus in the country are mandatorily required to provide one full credit report on demand and without any charges. As there are 4 credit bureaus, one can request for 4 free reports in a year, one from each bureau.

Dec 11, 2015

Thin Slicing

Today we get to know about an interesting concept in psychology called Thin Slicing. It is the ability of our unconscious to find specific patterns and hence reach conclusions in situations and about behaviours based on very narrow slices of experience.


The question is how is it possible  for the unconscious to base decisions on such a small instance of experience. Studies have shown that some behavioral scientists have been able to predict divorces based on mere 3 mins of conversation between them. This is an instance of Thin Slicing at work. How can a duration as small as 3 mins be a remarkable predictor of an event like divorce even if someone were Thin Slicing? The answer to this is the ability to recognize patterns that are stronger predictor of a relationship going sour. For instance, in this case a lot of us would think that hatred and elements of it in the 3 min conversation imply a higher probability of a marriage going sour; but over time it has been observed that contempt is the biggest cause. This is the result of Thin Slicing and recognizing that contempt is a bigger driver so the predictor would only look for bouts of contempt as an emotion and ignore the other emotional aspects in the conversation,

This is a classic example of how recognizing the right pattern and using it to make conclusions can mean even shorter overlap times and poetically split-second experiences can be valuable in the decision making ability of an individual.

Nov 23, 2015

On a raiy day

When I decided to write this post today afternoon, it was out of sheer will to stay in touch with writing as a hobby; as this is something I feel brings me closer to where my inner GPS keeps pointing me. I have realized that regular blogging will provide me a major part of the solace I need to pursue with patience the ultimate purpose of my life.



I write to write. I express to express. I speak because that is what makes me come alive. These are the little pleasures and joys in my life, truly authentic, truly simple.



To quote Howard Thurman, "Don't ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive and go do it, because what the world needs is people who have come alive."



In an attempt to do what makes me come alive, I have decided to write regularly; and while it may sound weired in the beginning, I am confident of my abilities to reach a stage of refined, cohesive writing which will make the time spent on reading the piece worthy enough.

Oprah Winfrey once said, that while the world looks for validation of your background through resumes, posts, titles and positions you may have held throughout your life, the one thing that will help you get up and knock back in the face  of adversity is who you really are.

I have come to realize that at the end of the day what matters is the core within you and that is the single most important thing that determines where you will arrive at the end of your journey; it has the power to determine whether you will realize your hitherto lofty goals be it about yourself, your life, your career, your relationships, your dreams, your contribution to the world or anything for that matter.

I would like to close with this epic thought by Robin Sharma: "HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE BETTER OFF BECAUSE OF I LIVED?"

Can I make a difference? Will I?



Nov 4, 2015

Today and Tomorrow?

It is one of those days when you find yourself thankful for staying in touch with a friend who can dare to be brutally honest with you, about you and that too, bang in your face! Yes, it is true that I am indeed grateful about it. So, rather than chiding him for not giving as much of a respect to the job I have or the space I am in as I possibly have, I actually responded to his rather disconcerting remarks with a "thanks so much". And I am here to jot down the reasons why I did what I did.

First things first - In this age of eternal niceties (albeit only on the face) he was kind and somewhat daring [enough] to offer his side of an honest interpretation of what he thinks I do for a living and where those skills will or will not take me in the next few years as far as my career and my personality goes. Looks like it is turning out to be a rather bland post but I will continue jotting down my thoughts nevertheless; because I have been planning to make writing a regular habit for way too long and if there is this one thing that has prompted me a first chance to put that planning into practice, it's a no-brainer that I embrace it with widely open arms(but fingers on the keyboard,ofcourse)!

Not digressing from the original point I intended to make when starting this post, let's delve deeper into how I found our conversation today worthy of all this - at least a short piece of writing. It prompted me to write. I was challenged into thinking if my current job is what I intended to do with my life, or is it at least something that offers me a gateway into what I intend to do in life? Is it helping me get any closer, which-so-ever way? I was forced into seriously considering my 2 year plan, if not a five year plan, especially as far as my career is concerned; or wait! is it really a career I have already dedicated my 6 months to? I realized that at the end of the next set of 6 months it will be a year into this role I received an offer from a campus that's considered to be among the most prestigious institutes in the country and among the creams in the world; And here I find myself comparing numbers and justifying differences. No mean task by any standards, considering the impact my work has on the existence of the firm in its current capacity. The question here is not about how good the role is, it's not about the team or the firm I am in. And as they say, It's not about them/these things, it's about me!!! It's about whether I consider it worthy enough to be giving my years and decades to, it's weather this is something for the personality that I am, or the personality I want to be, or at least the personality I aspired to be when I was sitting in the Business Communication classes at ISB admiring every bit of how Kanishka and Girish managed to chart for themselves a career they dreamed of starting from literally nothing in that space; or that time management session taken by Revathi who is an epitome of a self-made person in every sense of the term; having moved from a software development role to starting her own venture in the soft skills training space and her ambition to pursue a PhD in the field after nearly ten years of working experience; whether it's about a beloved professor's passion to promote a course on happiness and show the world that a path to inner peace and happiness is possible even in a highly action packed stress machine like ISB or Robin Sharma who inspires me every time I hear or read him - and not just because of the words he speaks/writes or the way he delivers them, but by the mere fact that he chose the career he is living today by a deliberate and intentional decision to leave the comfort of a well paying job to do something he always aspired to do. Each of the instances sighted here reminds me of the assignments I took as part of the Creativity & Leadership course(or Happiness course) under professor Raj - writing about my life's goals, about the things that motivate me, the things that I truly want to be doing or invest myself in. I distinctly remember a piece from one such assignment essay where we had to visualize ourselves 5 to 10 years down the line.

In that essay...I was at the Global Bank(fictitious) office in NYC, and ended up meeting my ex-manager by pure dint of chance when I was conducting one of the many soft skills sessions that Global Bank(fictitious) and several other wall street biggies had signed me up for. I was enjoying every bit of the session because, alas, that's what I had always aspired to do and to have my ex-manager come and congratulate me about the session and my achievement was nothing short of an icing on the cake. A couple of sessions later I was headed to the rehearsals of that Broadway show I was slated to perform at in the following week. I returned from the rehearsals accompanying my spouse who offered to pick me up while heading home from work where a friendly family dinner and chat were the order of the day...

That was how I had imagined an ideal day in my life. If I come to really think about it, today, I am definitely living parts of my definition of an ideal day, though certainly not in its entirety. Call it a tryst with destiny or a spate of chance I did join the firm of my dreams I had dreamed of joining; I went to NYC and met and probably took my ex-manager(s) by surprise because of where I had arrived in a mere one year's timeline.There were days when my spouse also came to accompany me while returning from work while in NYC...but there's more of my ideal day that I wish to bring to  practice in reality - the core of it.

The question is, will I dare to do that?

Oct 10, 2014

When I watched Homeless to Harvard

A gem of a movie, a masterpiece of inspiration, just phenomenal. It is based on a true story which makes it so worthwhile to watch this!

It certainly was heartwarming; my eyes welled with tears every minute of the movie, but the end is so inspiring..

A girl born in a New York suburb to loving but drug addict parents...her mother an utter slave to the addiction; but her father, though an alcoholic was a brilliant mind! I guess she got some bit of him...She was helped by a neighbor who would give her encyclopedia books from a scrap house she accidentally got access to..She ended up reading all the books and would only show up for her end term exams in the public school she had been enrolled in.

She still would ace all of them..Somehow she had the guts to leave her home when her mother was dying and her father had been taken away because he couldn't pay the house rent anfd was an addict himself. A kind grandfatherly soul stayed with her mother until her last breath...

She cried a lot when she first got to know the news..but then she was strong enough to put herself together

"Do any of us bargain for our lives? It seems to me we just kind of fall into them..and then we have to do the best we can."

She worked as hard as could and see what could come to her..she won the NYT scholarship and went on to join Harvard. A like her could come thus far only because of her grit, determination, hard work and common sense...most important of all her ability to move on..

Sep 22, 2014

Imagine!

Imagine…a little girl on the first day of her school – two pony tails adorning her head, a bag on her back, running incessantly through the school corridors, panting, scared, slightly confused, tears rolling down her cheeks….looking around for something…with eyes full of hope perhaps expecting to find a lost treasure somewhere. She is too shy to ask the strangers around her for help- some of them her new classmates and teachers…Secretly hoping someone to come to her rescue and help find  the lost water-bottle!

Ladies and gentlemen, this was me more than two decades ago – I had lost my new bottle on the first day but couldn’t come to speak to anyone about it– shy, demure, reserved, scared to speak up, uncomfortable in public settings, cozy in my own shell. In-fact most of the subsequent years, I didn’t change much.  Even as an adolescent I was this unilateral, academics focused girl rarely willing to come out of my space of books– mostly the quiet and studious kind. I found my retreat to the books most comforting as that meant I could live with my shyness and conceal my social anxiety from others. Thus I was able to score decent marks and my parents were more than happy about it- it was all that mattered! I was contented too – almost a celebrity in the neighborhood…I took great pride in that status.

But then like a bolt from the blue came the first big realization of what I was missing out on. When I joined engineering I met so many people from different places across the country. They were smart, confident, socially confident …not an iota of shyness in whatever they did.  There were times when I envied those who could easily slide into conversations, make small talks when I didn’t seem to be able to and used their slimmest connections with mere passing acquaintances to develop business or learn interesting stuff that I totally missed out on. All this talking, this rather liquid confessing was something I didn’t think I could ever bring myself to do.
“…because I rant not, neither rave of what I feel, can you be so shallow as to dream that I feel nothing?”

Nevertheless it was evident that my shyness had ruined so many good opportunities! The important thing was, it significantly affected people’s perception about me - and I could sense that well. With each passing day my desire to come out of my shell grew more and more intense. I decided to turn things around for the better.

I began forcing myself beyond my comfort zone. Ensuring I attended as many public events as I could, whether it was a formal GD session, an informal discussion with friends, an outing with a large group – I was there every single time. And that did help. By the time I passed out of engineering I was much better off and reasonably comfortable in a social setting.
My tryst with global diversity was the next big thing that helped me in this regard. Through a three months' long work orientation in New York I had the opportunity to get trained with people from across the globe. The exposure that I got in the classrooms there was remarkable! Especially, when studying in an environment with a tremendous focus on group exercises, discussions, case studies and brain storming sessions with people from a wide range of background and ethnicities, it took me to a new comfort level with regards to social exposure.

By the time I came back, I had completely turned myself around from being the demure little school-girl to a more outgoing kind.

I was now a great fan of socializing. I grew fond of hosting parties or joining others on theirs, going on treks with a host of folks, participating in group events like the  Oxfam 100 Km Trailwalker , enrolling in  different extra-curricular like dance, public speaking, community work. I was more than happy being with and around people.

I strongly believe that Toastmasters is the next big step in my journey towards self enrichment!

Thank you!


 [This is the speech I gave for my CC1 at Toastmasters International]

Apr 7, 2014

10 life lessons from House of Cards: Pearls of Wisdom indeed!*

Quoted from elitedaily.

With Netflix releasing the second season of “House of Cards,” today, fans of the political thriller rejoice in anticipation of resuming their collective love affair with the Congressman-turned-Vice President, Francis J. Underwood.
In anticipation of bunkering down for the weekend to binge on the excess of plotting, backstabbing and sweet decadence the new season will undoubtedly provide, we take a moment to look back at the ten most valuable life lessons that Frank Underwood taught us last year.

1. “Friends make the worst enemies.”

What could be worse than finding an adversary in someone who knows you intimately? This is an enemy who is able to identify your vulnerabilities and capitalize on your weaknesses more effectively than your typical opponent.
Nurture your friendships and avoid burning bridges. If you fail to heed these words, don’t be surprised when a former confidant leads the campaign to cement your downfall.

2. “I never make such big decisions so long after sunset and so far from dawn.”

When in doubt, sleep on it. Be it a new business venture or a momentous life change, it’s never wise to commit to a decision without first giving thoughtful consideration to every conceivable outcome. People who avoid this tactic end up getting swindled into buying a timeshare in Barbados for $15,000 a year.

3. “Money is the Mc-mansion in Sarasota that starts falling apart after 10 years. Power is the old stone building that stands for centuries.”

This isn’t to say that being rich and being powerful are mutually exclusive. However, those who aspire to craft an enduring legacy, move mountains with their words and accrue respect and admiration from the masses, must pursue power above all else. Without influence, your ability to overcome obstacles in your path is compromised.

4. “A great man once said, everything is about sex. Except sex. Sex is power.”

Women have been capitalizing on this concept for centuries. From Helen of Troy, whose face “launched a thousand ships,” to your buddy’s girlfriend who won’t put out until he does the dishes, sex can be an invaluable tool in achieving your goals.
Is it unfair to exploit someone’s most primitive, intense craving just to get your way? Probably, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t an effective strategy.

5. “Treading water is the same as drowning for people like you and me.”

If you want to be successful, never be content standing still. Comfort leads to apathy. Apathy kills ambition. Without ambition, you’re on the fast track to being consumed by regret, forever wondering what might have been. Step outside your comfort zone and don’t be afraid to take risks.

6. “There is no solace above or below. Only us — small, solitary, striving, battling one another. I pray to myself, for myself.”

The only person who you can unfailingly rely on is yourself. Ultimately, we are all pitted against one another in the battle that is life. We fight to climb the hierarchical ladder, clawing our way past one another in pursuit of a higher status. You can’t depend on some benevolent entity coming to your aid.

7. “Insecurity bores me.”

Confidence is key. Confidence is what allows you to fully appreciate your skills and faults and use them to your advantage. No one wants to surround themselves with people immersed in self-doubt. It comes down to optimism and pessimism. Do you want to be friends with the person who is consistently positive or the person who constantly seeks your validation of his or her worth?

8. “There’s no better way to overpower a trickle of doubt than with a flood of naked truth.”

Having trouble finding that confidence to overcome insecurity? Fear not. Everyone falls victim to insecurity at one time or another. In order to move past it, you need to accept things for the way they are, good or bad. Denial only propels the cycle of uncertainty.

9. “It’s so refreshing to work with someone who’ll throw a saddle on a gift horse rather than look it in the mouth.”

Choose to only work with people who are willing to work with you. There’s no point in forcing a partnership. Leave those who resist your offers for collaboration behind and turn your focus to pursuing those who will readily join your ranks.

10. “There are two kinds of pain: the sort of pain that makes you strong, or useless pain; the sort of pain that’s only suffering. I have no patience for useless things.”

Grief is both natural and necessary. It breeds integrity and resolve. You can’t allow the pain to come to define you; rather, you must turn the tables on the pain and define it. Show the world you are able to overcome your suffering. Grow from the experience; don’t become consumed by it.

Dec 13, 2013

Of Pancakes and Waffles!!




People eat to stay alive....i am of a li'l different kind; i'll probably die eating all this but you know what my soul shall rest in peace at the satisfaction of having gorged upon the choicest delicacies on earth! I love food! I love life! :-)

In the last few days, when we are warming towads the end of our college days , I've suddenly regained interest in great literary compositons that had been a part of our curriculum during our ICSE boards. To be really honest, it is not regaining interest, but actually a state where I now have the confidence to allow myself to rip my heart wide open to such poignant and thought provoking works of the literary genius of the past... I must confess that there was a point in time when I had become so obsessed with these excellent literary compositions- and that time was immediately after my 10th boards- that topics like "mechanics" in physics , "the atomic structure" in chemistry and even topics of my favourite subject mathematics seemed so bland and uninteresting to me; I rmember the times when opening and solving the FIITJEE packages was the last thing on my mind and i was surounded with all my english literature books from the ICSE days...Although my heart wasnt ready to let them go, in my mind I knew that it could not have gone far thus; It was then that I took the stern philosophical stand as had been taken by the postmaster (a character in Tagore's "The Postmaster") and made the much difficult decision of abandoning my english literature books- I forced myself to finally sell those books as trash to the old-book-store -those books with my notes on every single page, with the profound explanation of every little literary twang not written in the common-man english. I really miss not having those books with me- my Julius Caesar, my A Miscellany of Short Stories and my Wings of Poesy :( . Alas! I cannot have those with me any more. But the best of it is that I have google and I can search all those quotes and speeches that keep coming to my mind now that it is in a state of acute emotional turmoil.


The following is a random list of some of my favourite quotes and speeches; I wanted to have these for my immediate reference whenever I felt like reading them...So here it is...


The Postmaster - Rabindranath Tagore

** The concluding lines of the story is an immense soul stirring enlightening one. It holds unlimited inspiration for me- giving me the strength to stand "separations" of all kinds that life does offer at some point or the other. It goes thus..

" When he was on the boat and it had set sail, when the swollen flood-wates of the river started to heave like the earth's brimming tears, the postmaster felt a huge anguish: the image of a simple young village-girl's grief stricken face seemed to speak a great inarticulate universal sorrow. He felt a sharp desire to go bck: should he not fetch the orphaned girl whom the world had abandoned? But the wind was filling the sales by then, the swollen river was flowing fiercely, the village had been left behind, the riverside burning-ground was in view"


TIRAMISU

Mouthwatering Tiramisu!

Tiramisu - a foodie's weakness!

This one's from California Pizza Kitchen, Bangalore. I already am lost into the flavor of layered coffee cake with cream and the delicious sweetness to accompany it. Absolutely mouthwatering and mouth-melting content.

Trust me when I say this, they are the best in town for a Tiramisu (...and  a lot more certainly)! :)


Jul 2, 2013

The chasis!


The Challenge?

What is it that you want to be after you leave this campus? 

There will be a temptation to take a job in another part of the world. 

Seize the opportunity - but please remember, there's no other place in the world that can challenge you like India. 

The greatest challenge is building India.

Nov 4, 2012

The day we saw 'English-Vinglish'

Wow, what a day it has been, especially the evening!!! The three of us had dinner together - Anju, Khyati and I - the first time since Khyati moved in with us way back in June!. But, glad that we spent some classy time together and that too watching English-Vinglish. :) A good movie - something i would recommend, definitely..

I am not  a movie critic and don't intend to make this post a critique either; but i certainly wish to jot some points down here, words of wisdom as always ;) - because I love them really!!

Well, there is one lesson in the movie that really struck me hard. When you chose your better half, it is imperative that you are both of the same level, no disparity exists. For if it does, it will lead to differences, to one person treating the other as a lesser being; which is a fool-proof recipe for things falling apart..relationships getting sour...So avoid disparities at all costs!

It also says that, even when you chose someone of the same standing as yourself, to start with, there may come a stage when one of you fares better than the other and differences creep in as an obvious consequence. If such a situation does arise, it is worthy to continue treating each other with respect and dignity. But the most important lesson that comes here is, the lesser individual has to take it in his own hands. He/she has to resolve the differences, but must do it ON HIS/HER OWN. They should not expect any outside help or support. The responsibility and the onus to catch-up rests with the lesser individual. He/She alone can help her/his situation. You've got to strive to catch up if you happen to be one!!

Thus, the gist of it all is, When it comes to uplifting yourself, only you can do it in the best possible way. The onus is entirely on you, the individual Stand up, get going fight hard and achieve it!!!

Oct 21, 2012

Anything, but NOT everything!!!

Yes, this is the very gist of this post. You have the potential, you have the will, i know you have the required perseverance; you can put in long hours and burn the midnight oil to achieve that coveted thing you want to. You are capable - you can and you will do it!!!

The more important thing, though, is not if you can do a thing - anything. In-fact it is, whether you can do everything. And you cannot do everything.

The motto is, YOU CAN DO ANYTHING, BUT NOT EVERYTHING.

Whether you want to do A or B or C or D or any damn thing. Decide on that one thing and then do it with all your heart!!!

You want to go for A-fin- go register and start preparing for L1, make sure you get cal!!! That is it...

You want to go for B-adotwo-be proactive- e.g. in organizing things , take leadership responsibilities, learn new things, strengthen your knowledge, be an SME!! No one can stop you from going there!!!

You want to go for C-hieredu-prepare well, stay positive!!!

But, you need to understand that you cannot be all the 3 and go for each one of the above. You CAN for sure do ANY of the above but remember not all of the above!!!

It is important you learn it early - YOU CAN DO ANYTHING, BUT NOT EVERYTHING!!!

remember this always...

YOU CAN DO ANYTHING, BUT NOT EVERYTHING!!!

All the best.. I know you will rock, i have faith...You will definitely grow into your dreams! So, dream big!

Mar 10, 2012

Bookmarked URLs

Good information!



3. Brief overview of http://en.wikipedia.org/
wiki/Wikileaks

4. Why does India lag behind China in FDI ? : http://www.eastasiaforum.
org/2010/03/25/increasing-fdi-
in-india-does-the-budget-go-far-enough/

5. The ECB (Rnc) : http://en.wikipedia.org/

wiki/External_commercial_
borrowing_(India)

6. Capital AC convertibility : http://www.rediff.com/money/
2006/sep/04faq.htm

7. Goldman vs The Programmer: http://www.businessweek.com/
articles/2012-02-22/goldman-
vs-dot-the-programmer-bad-news-all-around

8. Orwell and Huxley - the two extremes: http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090718211542AAzS6Xw

9. Domestic demand - India's savior -http://www.thehindu.com/opinion/lead/article3776218.ece

10. The European crisis and the way ahead -http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/business-16290598


Feb 25, 2012

Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson: highlights

1. In order to do a good job of those things that we decide to do, we must eliminate all of the unwanted opportunities.

2. Presentation matters; it really does - We may have the best product, the highest quality, the most useful software etc.; if we present them in a creative professional manner, we will impute the desired quality.

People DO judge a book by it's cover!!!

3. In the annals of innovation, new ideas are just part of the equation. Execution is just as important!


Nov 6, 2011

Commodity Bubble..is it real?

Synopsis: This is an article I read in Washington Post. I feel it has contributed to enhancing my knowledge of financial products and their creation and would like to preserve it for future reference.#dated-6thNov2011

Steven Pearlstein: You bet it’s another bubble

Silly you.

You actually thought companies existed to make products and profits.

You thought houses were meant to provide a place for people to live and office buildings a place for people to work.

You thought food was meant to be eaten, oil and gas to be turned into energy, and metals to be turned into cars, bridges and downspouts.

You weren’t sophisticated enough to realize that these really are just different “asset classes” meant to give investors around the world something to speculate in and to diversify their portfolios.

Even worse, you actually believed all that stuff about prices being set based on market fundamentals. Little did you know that it’s no longer the supply and demand for companies, houses, office buildings, natural gas or wheat that sets prices. More likely it’s the supply and demand for the futures, swaps and other derivative instruments linked to those things.

Maybe they thought we wouldn’t notice that the financialization of the economy brought with it higher prices and a more volatile economy, along with higher profits for the financial services industry.

The latest example is the market for commodities: corn, wheat, cotton, silver, copper, oil, natural gas. In the past decade, hundreds of billions of dollars have flooded into the market, largely through swaps contracts and commodities index funds, ETFs and mutual funds.

These markets have long since outgrown their original function of providing producers and consumers of these commodities with a way to hedge their risks by guaranteeing supply and locking in prices. All futures markets require a certain number of “speculators” to take the other side of the contracts from commercial users and producers. Typically, these speculators would represent 30 percent of the participants in a healthy futures market.

But today, because of a sudden desire to earn higher returns and diversify investment portfolios, there are more people wanting to invest in corn and copper and oil than there is corn and copper and natural gas produced and consumed. But no problem. The financial wizards on Wall Street have magically conjured up synthetic corn and copper and West Texas oil so that speculators can provide hedging opportunities for other speculators. Instead of 30 percent of the market, these “passive investors” typically account for 70 percent or more.

Who are these new passive investors, as they are politely called? They are pension funds and university endowments whose overpaid consultants tell them that if they want to earn big returns like Harvard and Yale, they have to put money into “alternative” investments such as private-equity funds, hedge funds, real estate investment trusts and commodity pools. More recently, however, they have been joined by individual investors turned off by the stock market and looking for higher returns than they can get from money market funds. While in the past, small, unsophisticated investors have been unable to invest in risky and volatile commodities, the financial services industry has rushed in to satisfy the new demand with exciting products.

Because most of the new investors hope to ride the commodities boom caused by a weak dollar and a strong China, there is an imbalance in the futures and swaps market — more people are betting prices will go up than down. That asymmetry has the effect of driving futures prices even higher, bringing even more investors into the “long” side of the market — the herd effect common on many financial markets.

The strong demand for commodities futures also put upward pressure on the actual prices paid for those commodities by real producers and consumers, if for no other reason than many private sales contracts are settled at a price linked directly or indirectly to futures prices.

At a hearing last week of the Senate permanent investigations subcommittee, Wallace Turbeville, a derivative specialist with Better Markets, a nonprofit research and advocacy group, told the senators that before 2004, the curve showing prices on most commodity futures markets was typically downward sloping — that is, futures prices for the next month were generally higher than those a year or two years out. But with the explosive growth of speculative commodities investing, Turbeville testified, the curves now typically are upward sloping — that is, anticipating a steady increase in prices. Those expectations have become a self-fulfilling reality, as anyone who buys food or gasoline or copper gutters has surely discovered.

Not that the upward path of commodity prices has been a smooth one. To the contrary, commodities prices have been extraordinarily volatile. A recent paper by Kenneth Singleton, a professor at Stanford Business School, found a strong connection between the flow of investment money into the commodities markets and the boom and bust of oil from $50 a barrel to $145 and back to $35 between January 2007 and March 2009. And since then, of course, it hit $125 a barrel before settling back to $75. You can’t explain that by changes in supply and demand.

Paul Cicio, president of the Industrial Energy Consumers of America, told the subcommittee that the increased volatility has driven up the price that its members must pay to hedge their risks on the commodities markets. And that increase eventually makes its way into the price of products produced with natural gas.

Earlier this year, the chief executive of ExxonMobil, Rex Tillerson, estimated that speculation was then contributing an extra $30 a barrel to the price of oil.

And no less an expert on coffee prices than Howard Schultz, chief executive of Starbucks, blames “financial speculators” for driving up the price of your double-skim espresso macchiato.

Chairing last week’s hearing was Sen. Carl Levin (D-Mich.), whose committee blew open the scandal of Goldman Sachs and other investment banks creating risky mortgage-backed securities that it sold to unknowing customers while secretly using its own money to bet that they would default. Last week, Levin was focused on the growing role of mutual funds in the commodities market.

By law, mutual funds are supposed to derive 90 percent of their income from investments in stocks, bonds and other securities, under the regulatory supervision of the Securities and Exchange Commission. So to get around that prohibition and offer commodity funds, some clever securities lawyers in the mutual fund industry came up with the idea of setting up shell companies in the Cayman Islands for the sole purpose of investing in commodity futures and swaps. By selling shares in the offshore subsidiary to their sponsoring funds, the mutual funds are able to meet the requirement that they only invest in securities, and can also pass the subsidiary’s profits on to mutual fund investors without paying a corporate profit tax. And because these are subsidiaries of mutual funds regulated by securities regulators, they escape oversight of the Commodities Futures Trading Commission.

What’s clear from this tale is how little the financial services industry has really changed since the crisis of 2008. The financialization of the economy continues undeterred, creating a bubble in commodities just as it did with houses and office buildings. The industry is still engaged in clever games to circumvent regulation, increase risk and find the cracks between one regulatory agency and another. And when regulators step in to try to restore some sanity to the markets, they inevitably run into a political buzz saw created by the industry and its Republican allies.


A case in point is the recent rule adopted by the CFTC, at the instruction of Congress, setting limits on how much a commodities market can be controlled by one investor or dealer. The industry responded with its litany of explanations for why it’s harmful and unnecessary.

There’s the one about how futures prices have no effect on market prices. Yeah, right.

There’s one about how speculators bring needed liquidity to the market, ignoring the obvious dangers of having too much liquidity.

There are the dire warnings that if any curbs are imposed, the entire industry will simply pick up and move to other countries — an argument made while also waging a furious campaign to prevent adoption of similar rules in Europe and Asia.

Finally, when all else fails, the industry claims the regulation is being rushed through without sufficient data and analysis, citing dozens of academic studies (many of them funded by the industry) that came to varying conclusions.

These were the same hackneyed arguments the industry used to block restrictions on savings and loans before that industry imploded in the 1980s. They were the same arguments used to push back regulators who wanted to tighten corporate accounting and disclosure rules before the Enron and telecom scandals of 2001. And they were the same arguments used successfully to curb reckless and abusive mortgage lending before the bursting of the housing bubble in 2008.

Now you can bet what’s left in your 401(k) that there’s about to be a commodities bubble — one that will generate big fees for Wall Street and leave a mess for everyone else.



Oct 23, 2009

IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES.....

Browsing casually I chanced upon this beautiful set of lines......lyrics by Ronan Keating



Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret,
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes


It occured to me that at times we really take so many relations for granted...most of all that with our parents ; they do everything there is to do for us , but do we ever take the time to give them a warm hug and say that we too love them deeply and have our highest respects held up for them..? Well, may be you do.....and it's very good if it's that way ; but with me...it's a different story : I have some guilt pangs choking my soul.....I want to take this opportunity to say...my Dearest Mummy & Papa , I love you wholeheartedly and I deeply respect you.....Though I have never endeavored to say this to you in person, but IF TOMORROW really NEVER COMES.....let this post be my token of gratitude and love to both of you for being who you have been to me....i love you and i'll always be grateful to you......Thanks for everything! :)


Aug 20, 2009

A Soliloquiy : The Best Days of Life!

Hiiii Friends!!!!........I am back after a long gap now........so, How have you been all this while...? Hope everyone is good! :)

Prologue : Well, today is 20th August'09 - don't know if it's any big date in history... :P - and my black framed table clock just struck 1:50 AM........nothing great about it....ain't it??........but the most strange and weired thing is that at this unceremonious instant I want to write....and desperately so! I want to pour out everything that's there-burried in my heart, because there is a fear.....I might forget these golden moments...........The college life is getting warmer to it's end............the most beautiful years of life!!.......alas! they'll come to an end, and soon enough...........we keep saying "just one year left"!...........but you know, the bitter fact is - now, not even an year is left.........midsems are around the corner....so nearly half the semester is already over.....




But, quite strangely, all of a sudden what is it that triggered the 'emotional me' in me??......It's a forwarded mail I just read with my friend Sweta.......the loveliest girl I've ever met; and it's not just her lovely, innocent face , it's the real Sweta, her soul that is surely a jewel......and thanks to God for granting me the privilege to be her good friend!


Ya, coming back to the mail.......it talked of every aspect of our college life -- proxies, journal chhapna, submission of xeroxed assignments, fun and frolic before the exams, vivas, crushes and what not!...........Suddenly all the memories of the past 3 yrs here at BIT flashed before me.........and for the first time this realisation dawned on me that -- The past is frozen, unalterable, and this present too will soon become a frozen, unalterable past!


It feels bad..........the college life - nearly 80% of it is over already...........!! And, when I recall my first day at BIT, it seems to have been just yesterday................my heart aches and I want to cry!.............but I really don't know why should I cry?.............Is it the fear that comes from the realisation that I will soon leave this beautiful place............with all the wonderful people I've met here---my friends, classmates, neighbours, and tons of other batchmates!!??!!!


It took me nearly 3 yrs to settle in this place........and now when I'm loving it like anything, it's time to leave!!..........but alas! this is life and separations are simply inevitable......


But there could be other reasons for me feeling thus......and I'm beginning to wonder what?...........Are there some regrets??.....Regrets for not having "lived" my years in the true sense of the term.........well, may be it's there.......infact, it most certainly is there...................but the fact remains -- there is no point harbouring regrets -- and I'll not harbour them 'coz I have never, in the past..so why now?.........


........Although, honestly, the sole consolation here is the fact that nearly the last 1.75 semesters are still left!............and I want to really really LIVE it in the truest sense of the term!!!!..............Do all that I ever wanted to do.....Be a part of all the hungama and the fun and frolic here, shriek, shout and stroll around with friends, make lots of friends........in short LIVE LIFE.........'coz I have realised that these precious days, once they are gone, "no gold can ever buy them back again" !!!

Mar 8, 2009

Making the most of......???

Prologue: Flipping through the pages of my school note-book, I came across this beautiful piece of wisdom; just thought I'll share it with you all.......


Most of us have experienced the joys of withdrawing currency from a sufficiently credited bank account.....there is a great sense of security in this, isn't it??


Now suppose there was a bank that credits Rs. 86,400 in your account each morning.
It carries forward no balance. In fact, it debits whatever part of the balance you have failed to use during the day, each evening. What would you do then?......Draw out every paisa, of course!


Well, each one of us has such a bank which is called --'time' . Every morning, it credits us with 86,400 seconds for the day and every night it writes off, at last, any moment that remains, if one fails to invest these in a good way.


There is no opportunity for overdraft either..........Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remainder; And if one fails to use the day's deposits, the loss is one's own.........And.......alas! there is no way of going back!

Nov 14, 2008

Just wanted to say Thanks!

Well, I am back again....
it's about this very day.....
On the face of it , it seemed to be a very normal November - day except , ofcourse , the harrowing lab performance scheduled for today.....but then,in my heart of hearts, i had an eerie feeling....strange pangs and shivers ran through me.....


There was shock(carried over from the previous evening ), which had to be converted into real anger - in order that I be able to maintain my sanity(no pun intended) -- i was under the presumption,earlier, that i posses it atleast in some fractions......but now i am cock-sure that i am in desperate need for the 'common sense' aspect of sanity (God please! please! grant me some common sense).......


So, shock converting into anger meant that I'll surely do some of the most stupid and weired things on earth today -- and that too for no real reason (that ,ofcourse , i realized much later)...............i feel i've done a crime of the most henious form -- in my rage , i've hurt a dear friend today....and i am ashamed of myself, guilty to the core of my heart...........so just thought of venting it out here...

As if that guilt was'nt enough to make me absolutely hollow from within; when i did ,finally, manage to say " sorry " to the friend ,do u know what the reply was???......the reaction was as if the friend didn't realise it.........but i certainly knew s/he was fully aware of the reason for that sorry........my brazen behavior must have been conspicuous enough........it surely was -- and i knew it certainly was --but here was a person who could manage to be great enough to ignore my fally with amazing magnanimity...............i didn't have any more words.....i wanted to say sth but couldn't.........

....i felt so small at that moment............i realised how my false ego had me believe in my own false feelings of self-worth and greatness......s/he made me realise that it's actions ,not words only actions, that make you what you would be........and forgiveness is the attribute of the great.........those people who are a part of this earth only , and yet distinctly different......


.....i want to express my earnest apology to my friend ,with the promise of trying my best , never to hurt her/him , or anyone , again............i am thankful that God found me befitting enough to have a friend like her/him...........and i am extremely thankful to her/him.......THANK YOU my friend, thank you very much!